To Family :
Vulgarities ahead.
I feel that I am borned into this this life, just to play, study, eat, sleep, entertain.
I am feeling like a robot, etc.
Well, why do they care so much when it only affects me and not them?
It only kills me, not them.
I promise no vulgar, but sometimes I can't fulfill it.
I am feeling like a good-for-nothing that only waste the Earth's resources.
O: Coming home feeling so damn fucked up,
feeling so pain all over, yet no one gives a damn.
It's not like I expected them to.
But I just want them to keep out of my way when I feeling so explosive that I might
burst at any slightest irritation. I made Gavin's handphone spoilt, so people don't message me as I won't receive it. And i doubt you can even message me, so I'll try to survive without handphone. Not like I can't do it. It's just a bit inconvenience. Feeling even worst now.
Today's pumping was so 'shiok' ah. Didn't done it for a long time, our knees are feeling sore
now - due to the fact that we had pumped at the parade square; the stupid rough floor. Well, we survived anyway, so yeah :D. I feel like :D , but I can't help but feel a pang of sadness in me.
Maybe it's jealousy of my past. I didn't cherish my past. So, I have to suffer for my doings in the future. So many words to say.

I don't give a damn anymore if I fail FNN. - Coursework B.
No time left, I don't want to go Prime and buy extra.
I don't give a damn anymore.
Fail then fail.
Noob then noob.
It's my destiny to fail my tasks.
And I HATE, people, whining, whining, whining, AND WHINING, esp my mother.
It makes my ear have that uncomfortable feeling.